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My boy, we don't see each other much
My boy, we don't see each other much.
It'll take some time
But somewhere down the line, we won't be alone.
My boy, we don't see each other much
My boy, we don't see each other much.
It'll take some time
But somewhere down the line, we won't be alone.
My boy, we don't see each other much
My boy, we don't see each other much.
It'll take some time
But somewhere down the line, we won't be alone.
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Part I
Last night I drove to Harper's Ferry and I thought about you
There were signs on the road that warned me of stop signs
The speed limit kept decreasing by ten
As we entered a town about halfway there
It was almost raining at the train station
We put our hoods on our heads at the train station
We threw rocks into the river
The river underneath the train tracks
And when the train came it was so big and powerful
When it came into the little station
I wanted to put my arms around it
But the conductor looked at me funny
So we had to say goodbye and leave
The Monopoly board still in the backseat
Took that nightmare left turn to get out of town
Ran into the decreasing speed limits again
What should I do? (Eat breakfast)
What should I do? (Eat lunch)
What should I do? (Eat dinner)
What should I do? (Go to bed)
Where can I go? (Go to the store)
Where can I go? (Apply for jobs)
Where can I go? (Go to a friend's)
Where can I go? (Go to bed)
I wrote "Beach Death" when I thought you were taken
I wrote "Beach Funeral" when I knew you were taken
I wrote "Beach Fagz"—well it wasn't about you
But it could've been, well no it couldn't have
I spent a week in Ocean City
And came back to find you were gone
I spent a week in Illinois
And came back to find you were still gone
I pretended I was drunk when I came out to my friends
I never came out to my friends
We were all on Skype
And I laughed and changed the subject
She said "what's with this dog motif?"
I said "do you have something against dogs?"
I am almost completely soulless
I am incapable of being human
I am incapable of being inhuman
I am living uncontrollably
It should be called antidepression
As a friend of mine suggested
Because it's not the sadness that hurts you
It's the brain's reaction against it
It's not enough to love the unreal
I am inseparable from the impossible
I want gravity to stop for me
My soul yearns for a fugitive from the laws of nature
I want a cut scene, I want a cut from your face to my face
I want a cut, I want the next related video
I don't want to go insane
I don't want to have schizophrenia
The ocean washed over your grave
The ocean washed over your grave
Part II
Last night I dreamed he was trying to kill you
I woke up and I was trying to kill you
It's been a year since we first met
I don't know if we're boyfriends yet
Do you have any crimes
That we can use to pass the time
I'm running out of drugs to try
We said we hated humans
We wanted to be humans
Get more groceries, get eaten
Get more groceries, get eaten
Get more groceries, get eaten
A book of Aubrey Beardsley art corrupted me in youth
Now I'm trapped inside my youth
And you're in love with late-stage youth
Thank god for the little things and, and
Fuck god that they're little things I am
Running out of prayers to sing and I
And pretty soon you'll find some nice young
Satanist with braces and one capital "o", significant Other
And you can take him home to your mother
And say "ma, this is my brother"
We said we hated humans
We wanted to be humans
Get more groceries, get eaten
Get more groceries, get eaten
Get more groceries, get eaten
By the one you love
When they put their lips around you
You can feel their smile from the inside
Part III
Last night I dreamed he was trying to kill you
I woke up and I was trying to kill you
Your ears perked up, I perked up when your ears perked up
You were all looking around and I hoped it was for me
I hoped you were using your sonar systems for me
The ancients saw it coming
You can see that they tried to warn them
In the tales that they told their children
But they fell out of their heads in the morning
They said sex can be frightening
But the children were not listening
And the children cut out everything
Except for the kissing and the singing
When they finally found their home
At Walt Disney studios
And then everyone grew up
With their fundamental schemas fucked
But there are lots of fish left in the sea
There are lots of fish in business suits
That talk and walk on human feet
And visit doctors, have weak knees
Oh please let me join your cult
I'll paint my face in your colors
You have a real nice face
I had an early death
The ocean washed over your grave
The ocean washed open your grave
The ocean washed over your grave
The ocean washed open your grave
The ocean washed over your grave
(How's your face? How's your body?)
The ocean washed open your grave
The ocean washed over your grave
(We're too scared to do shit)
The ocean washed open your grave
Spoken Word:
I'm really sorry that I keep hugging you.
I mean, I think I just really really like hugs
Like it's kinda like a comfort or like, feeling, uh, someone that closely.
It's almost on a spiritual level, ya know?
And like, It really sucks that like, I can't really like learn anything that well.
Like I'm really bad at school right now.
Like You know, You're told this is like the time that's going to define the rest of your life.
and then my mind just kinda gives up at that point.
So, I'm sorry that I keep doing that.
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Stop smoking, we love you.
Stop smoking, we love you.
Stop smoking, we love you.
Stop smoking, we love you.
Stop smoking, we love you.
Stop smoking, we love you.
And we don't want you to die.
We don't want you to die
We don't want you to die
We don't want you to die
We don't want you to die
We don't want you to die
We don't want you to die.
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Lovely lovely
In your jeans, frenzy
Another movie that I didn't watch with you
Another movie and I'm gonna have to move
That final terror is in your house somewhere
Hiding in boxes, behind closed doorways
Out from the forest adjacent to your garage
I've seen its marks at the corner of your eyes
Nothing works
Nothing works for everyone
Good stories are bad lives
Good stories are bad lives
Take your hands off your neck and hold on to the ghost of my body
You know that good lives make bad stories, you can text me
When punching mattresses gets old
Don't think it'll always be this way
Not comforted by anything I say
We were wrecks before we crashed into each other
Such a good idea
If it turns you on
We have breakdowns
And sometimes we don't have breakdowns
I want to hear you going psycho
If you're going psycho, I wanna hear
Every conversation just ends with you screaming
Not even words, just ahh-ahh-ahh
Take your hands off your neck and hold on to the ghost of my body
You know that good lives make bad stories, you can text me
When punching mattresses gets old
Don't think it'll always be this way
Not comforted by anything I say
We were wrecks before we crashed into each other
Don't worry, you and me won't be alone no more
Don't worry, you and me won't be alone no more
Don't worry, you and me won't be alone no more
Don't worry, you and me won't be alone no more
Don't worry, you and me won't be alone no more
Don't worry, you and me won't be alone no more
Don't worry, you and me won't be alone no more
Don't worry, you and me won't be alone no more
Don't worry, you and me won't be alone no more
Don't worry, you and me won't be alone no more
Don't worry, you and me won't be alone no more
Don't worry, you and me won't be alone no more
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That's not what I meant to say at all
I mean, I think about it but I just wanna hold you
That's not what I meant to say at all
I mean, I think about it but I just wanna hold you
"Is it the Chorus yet?"
"No, it's just the building of the verse
So when the chorus does come, it'll be more rewarding."
I would speak to you in song
But you can't sing as far as I'm aware
Though everyone can sing as you are well aware
I keep so quiet it's hard to tell I'm alive
Everybody's swinging their hips
Everybody's giving the waitress tips
Everybody's dancing all of the dances
Everybody's dancing every dance now
Those are you got some nice shoulders
I'd like to put my hands around them
I'd like to put my hands around them
I have enough trouble controlling my own limbs
Stealing alcohol from our parents and grandparents
There's no devil on one shoulder and angel on the other
They're just two normal people
These are the people that I get drunk with
These are the people that I fell in love with
These are the people that I get drunk with
These are the people that I fell in love with
Well, so what?
We're young
We're thin (most of us)
We're alive (most of us)
Don't you realize our bodies could fall apart any second?
I am terrified, your body could fall apart at any second
Those are you got some nice shoulders
I'd like to put my hands around them
I'd like to put my hands around them
We can get real horny and keep messing around
We can keep real quiet won't be making no sounds
I'll try my best not touch your face
Next time can we please meet at my place
And I know that I don't talk a lot
But I know that you don't care a lot
As long as we move our bodies around a lot
We'll forget that we forgot how to talk
When we dance, when we
When we dance, when we
Don't you realize our bodies could fall apart any second?
I am terrified your body call fall apart at any second
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I haven't looked at the sun for so long, I've forgotten how much it hurt too.
I haven't looked at the sun for so long, I've forgotten how much it hurt too.
The show ain't over
They'll keep on going
They'll keep on laughing
And fucking around, round, round, round, round.
Oh, off to the distance
Those two brothers
Those two lovers
And their smooth cocked adventur-ur-ur-ur-urs
I haven't looked at the sun for so long, I've forgotten how much it hurt too.
I haven't looked at the sun for so long, I've forgotten how much it hurt too.
(I haven't been outside, I haven't been outside, I haven't been outside, I haven't been outside)
They just want to be one
Walk off into the sun
They're not kissing
They're not fucking
They're just having fun, fun, fun, fun, fun
I haven't looked at the sun for so long, I've forgotten how much it hurt too.
I haven't looked at the sun for so long, I've forgotten how much it hurt too.
(I haven't been outside, I haven't been outside, I haven't been outside, I haven't been outside)
When I come back you'll still be here
When I come back you'll still be here
When I come back you'll still be here
When I come back you'll still be here
When I come back you'll still be here
When I come back you'll still be here
When I come back you'll still be here
When I come back you'll still be here
I haven't looked at the sun for so long, I've forgotten how much it hurt too.
I haven't looked at the sun for so long, I've forgotten how much it hurt too.
(I haven't been outside, I haven't been outside, I haven't been outside, I haven't been outside)
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released September 5, 2018
All credit goes to Car Seat Headrest
Every song is just rerecorded and sang by me.