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Bitter Nothing

by JEXNO

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jonathan harper
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jonathan harper feeding the jexno ego wagon by buying this admittedly very good and interesting album Favorite track: Horny Teenagers.
Synth
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Synth This is truly a labor of love. Alot of passion put into the sounds with experimental production and catchy pop melodies. Truly amazing. Favorite track: Pirate Ship.
jack of the mirror
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jack of the mirror its like a hot sweat lounge breaking down beneath you into hell itself

claustrophobic, freeing Favorite track: Doomed.
zom
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zom one of my favorite albums ever. I want to set myself on fire to this. damn good job jexno Favorite track: Doomed.
amycatass
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amycatass dean does it again!!! <3 Favorite track: Pirate Ship.
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If I could look in the eye than everything would be the same And If I could see underneath Id count your flaws like some sheep Cause it would make zero sense to me And if all the horny teenagers would keep them hands to themselves I think you'd feel a lot more safe and less like we’re living through hell Cause what am I supposed to do And what am I supposed to say When everything is just not okay. I can take you to the city and have the strangers rub themselves on your body You can take me to a party where the strangers can rub themselves This is not what I thought people would be like I know you’re like all these horny teenagers keeping them hands to themselves, listening to music and *backwards bad lyrics* Cause I don’t know who you wanna be and I don’t know who you are and I guess that’s how it is. If I could see it your way then I think everything would be alright You can ignore me if you want but you can not ignore me when I’m dead You got too much to lose, you got nothing to live for, I know the truth you’re just like all these fucking horny teenagers ruining my day. Nothing worse than living like everyone’s in my way cause there’s nothing I can do but let this angst define me and I guess that’s how it is.
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Who are you, not me so explain yourself to me I don’t know you well enough but I can tell you’re nothing but a whore. This is all, fuck you, you know nothing of the truth, I don’t know you well enough but I can tell you’re nothing but a whore Northern skies, I can see it in your eyes, I know that you want to be more but you’ll never be more than a whore. These never ending sights mean nothing more tonight I don’t know you well enough but I can tell you’re nothing but a - I don’t know you well enough but I can tell you’re nothing but a I don’t know you well enough but I can tell you’re nothing but a I don’t know you well enough but I can tell you’re nothing but a I don’t know you well enough but I can tell you’re -
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Pirate Ship 04:24
Hello dear, we can see across the world from here, we can go about anywhere and not know anything... I don’t know anything. Can we see we got nothing more that pirates teeth, we got nothing more than anything yet we have everything. Be afraid you little pussy cat and shake your legs we got nothing more than to be afraid. And nobody really stays in your life, oh NO. Move your hips we’re all dancing on a pirate ship we got nothing but we move our hips. And fuck each other in the parking lot while everybody watches us dance.
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Big Sweater 04:18
Hello Mona Lisa, how are you doing today? Hello Mona Lisa, this paintings okay. I’m not painted by my actions You’re a fraud, you’re a lunatic. Hello baby Jesus, how are you doing today, You want my big sweater, I say “NO, you can’t take this from me” The guy wants a sandwich, so I’ll give him a sandwich and the idea of it scares me so much I need new vocabulary. I’m not painted by my actions, it’s a matter of time till I’m not yours anymore. I hope you can feel it when I finally die, You’re not here, I’m not here, this isn’t real, this isn’t real, this isn’t real. That’s a funny little face you got and an even funnier way with words, I’m not a bastard, I have no ego, I’m a little self assured. We should kill ourselves in harmony and live out the words “we are free, we are free, we are free, we are free” (I’m not painted by my actions I can run out of time, listen, it’s not here anymore) 123 You and me 123 You and me YOU WANT MORE HOLD ME DOWN LOVE ME MORE HOLD ME DOWN LOVE ME MORE
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Better 04:37
Hello, I like to wear clothes that show off my maturing body, it makes me feel better about myself knowing that other people will see good in the way that i look. Hello, I like to wear lip gloss and get good grades. I like to spend time with my friends and laugh and have a good time. Sometimes i get sad and cry, I don't let many people know except some of my friends, they cheer me up so I go and dress myself in a new outfit, one that shows off my curves and my maturing body. My friend's tell me "Man, you sure are beautiful" I say 'Thank You' for this makes me feel better. Hello, my name is Hello, I'm just a normal person, living a normal life eating normal food owning a normal phone looking at normal pictures quite funny I've always had h-high tastes this one is better than this one All people are equal it doesn't matter if its race or sexual preference we're all equal, except for the people who don't think we're equal I'm a normal person living a normal life going to bed; normally this makes me feel better things hurt sometimes but it's okay you'll get through it. this is exactly what we needed to life a normal life. sometimes i think about how the normal life experience for a human is about 66 years, this makes me feel better.
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Doomed 07:49
The land, the land is a landmine circling the earth every which way. You're doomed to a life of mediocrity, doing what you want, being happy with your bodies. The land, the land is a landmine circling the earth every which way. You're doomed to a life of mediocrity, playing with your hair, brushing your teeth. The skies, the skies they all look the same. The nothingness that knows my name. Bitter nothing is shame. Please don't push down on my throat, this is not what I wanted at all. Bitter nothing is all. You live, you live and it hurts me, stop fucking around and pick up your feet. You're not doomed that's just an exaggeration, you're perfectly content, I just envy that. I'm doomed to a life of mediocrity, and you're perfectly content and I envy that. I'm doomed and that's no exaggeration, I'm perfectly unhappy with my decision. The skies, the skies they all look the same. The nothingness knows my name. Bitter nothing is shame. Entertainment forever, this is no short endeavor. And when you grow up you will see that you are living bitter nothing. (Ohhhh honey, you know that you're-) (Ohhhh honey, you know that you're-) The skies, the skies they all look the same. The nothingness knows my name. Bitter nothing is shame. (Ohhhh honey, you know that you're-) The skies, the skies they all look the same. The nothingness knows my name. Bitter nothing is shame. Entertainment forever, this is no short endeavor. when you grow up you will see that you are living bitter nothing. (Ohhhh honey, you know that you're-) (Ohhhh honey, you know that you're-) (Ohhhh honey, you know that you're-) (Ohhhh honey, you know that you're-) (Ohhhh honey, you know that you're-) (Ohhhh honey,) you know that you're.
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about

if you download it or buy it you get 8-9 bonus tracks, so cool.
i love you

[unnamed character; not an introvert or an extrovert but a person. This idea was calming)

(Stands in shower/let’s water hit their back, as it is less uncomfortable than having it hit the head)
(Looks down - sees limp, soggy body - looks up - sees wall, wonders which one would be considered worse but finds out that idea is cliche)

(Gets out of shower/ uses cold/hard towel, not what they imagined, looks in mirror (pale blank face + nose seems like its swelling up) usually upon people discovering this about themselves they shrivel up, cry or in rare cases die but this discovery would become routine.

(Thinks about all the things they’d imagined they’d do by the end of the day this day, but sad to find out the day is officially over, {it has turned 12:52) not 1 am but close enough to where there is no struggle to try anymore.

(Doesn’t bother to dry themself, goes to bed)
Fails the task ^
The following day is a special day
One in which you would want to wake up early
With the information they’ve gathered from the past [MOST LIKELY 32 MINUTES] they’ve decided that it is no longer a thing you have to do.
Like eating breakfast or saying hello to strangers as you pass them on the street
LIKE:
“Hello how are you”
OR:
“Hi”

It was a very unlucky circumstance that they learned that tomorrow cannot exist inside an experience like the [MOST LIKELY LAST 34 MINUTES] if they went to bed now the following day would be a blur, like a ghost day, one that you can’t actually live through cause it doesn’t exist in the physical realm

MANY OTHERS THOUGHTS ON THE CURRENT SITUATION:
“I wasted my only chance at greatness and I will never live up to what I wanted to be and there is no way of stopping this, I’m very angry and unhappy”

MOODS:
* Angry
* Unhappy

THEIR THOUGHTS ON THE CURRENT SITUATION:
“It matters”

MOODS:
* it mattering

It’s very surprising to find out the next day you will forever live as a ghost, but many others seem to be very [ANGRY] - and or - [UNHAPPY] they thought, I’m usually good at coming up with good ideas in situations like these, I may be made for this.
(This thought then faded for unknown reasons
And with it went motivation)

Most people would try to get in some last words before they turned into a ghost, but they didn’t say anything, it was very late [MOST LIKELY 1:20AM] being afraid slowly rocked them to sleep.

1 THE NEXT DAY
2 THE NEXT DAY
3 THE NEXT DAY
4 THE NEXT DAY
(Disclaimer: this is only the following day taking place from the last [ABOUT 44 MINUTES OF EVENTS])

(Wakes up, looks around -eyes half open / cause: tiredness -)

Everything looks fairly foggy / sure they were a ghost they hurry to the bathroom just to look in the mirror and see a limp, soggy body - turns around - sees wall, wonders which one would be considered worse but finds out that idea is cliche.

credits

released March 2, 2019

harmonica at beginning of pirate ship done by angeltown:
angeltown.bandcamp.com

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