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Wreckage
04:17
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I'm made of slime
I will make my way through
Through the wreckage
I'm lost inside
I will make my way through
through the wreckage
You, you're no better than I am
So I'll make my way through
Through the wreckage
Through the wreckage
I'm just a worm
I will make my way through
Through the dirt
(through the dirt)
I'm just a rat
I will make my way through
Through your cabinets
You know everybody makes mistakes
So I'll climb my way through
Through the wreckage
To another wreckage.
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Movie
05:55
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I’ll always try to see what you don’t want me to see so you can give up on trying
I haven’t really been myself, I’ve been ignoring my health, watching too many movies
I see you in my daydreams
I see you when I don’t wanna see
My futures a fucking joke, wishing everyone would choke
On their internet freedom
I’m not running from my past, I letting it sit in my lap and I hear it purr so loud
I see you in my daydreams
I see you when I don’t wanna see
How one face can turn my mind into paste
Turn my blood into sand
Turn me into lifeless itself
I bleed
Internationally
For everyone to see
Not that I need you
But peace
I am not your friend, I don’t have any friends, I am my only friend. I don’t need any friends
And when I turn into dirt
I hope your feelings are hurt
And I can Rest In Peace
I can hear you in my daydreams
I can hear you when you don’t even speak
I try to turn into words, so I can scramble and learn and turn into a movie
But I’m not meant for a screen, I can’t be anything
Even when I’m something else
I don’t need you anyways
I’ll find another way to relate
But how you gleam, like my television screen. I can see it now but you’re not a movie.
I scream through these shots in my mind, I scream and I hide. But I’m not an actor
Now I can finally see
You don’t need me
But maybe I need you
It seems inspiration ain’t free
And it’s so hard to be
When you’re not a movie.
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3. |
No Fun
03:13
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I know myself real well
The things I refused to do haven’t treated me to well
I’m alone now and that’s okay
Everything I have to say
This is no fun anymore
This is all my fault
Pain is what I’m fighting for
This is no fun anymore
This is all my fault
Pain is what I’m fighting for
I’m really good at messing up
It’s my ultimate talent
I’ve won seven awards for
And now I’m alone
And I have to think
Everything I’ve said and everything I sing
Makes me realize
This is no fun anymore
This is all my fault
Pain is what I’m fighting for
This is no fun anymore
This is all my fault
Pain is what I’m fighting for
This is no fun anymore
This is all my fault
Pain is what I’m fighting for
This is no fun anymore
This is all my fault
Pain is what I’m fighting for
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4. |
JEXNO Is Afraid!
05:33
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The people here are really scary I think they’re smoking weed
I look around the corner looking for an exit but instead I catch a glimpse of you
And all I need is to feel safe and free
Why does the chair have to have teeth and what the hell would be afraid of me?
Maybe all I have to do is give my entire world to you
And maybe all you have to say is “I’m not afraid everyday”
But I don’t care what you think
I don’t care what you think of me
No I don’t care what you think anymore
This is my world not yours.
I need to fall just to get back up just to do something well, right
You horny fuckers running around all day is what keeps me up at night
And all I need is to feel something else
My mind is a glacier and I am running on thin ice
And I’m lonely and I’m scared
And I don’t know what to do
And all I really have to do is give my entire world to you
and maybe all you have to say is I'm not afraid everyday
I don't care what you think
I don't care what you think of me
And I don't care what you think anymore
This is my world not yours
And I can hear you saying I'm not yours.
I have a problem I can't seem to write anything anymore
I live in a world where I speak in a low voice and tell you everything I've heard before
You don't have to tell me nothings really safe
I've lived this life a thousand times and I still cannot concentrate
With good luck the worlds my friend but I can always be cast into the ocean
Tell me that's not scary.
Ps.. yeah.
And all I really have to do is give my entire world to you
and maybe all you have to say is I'm not afraid everyday
I don't care what you think
Oh, I don't care what you think of me
I don't care what you think anymore
This is my world not yours
And I can hear you singing.
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5. |
Big Fat Shit
04:05
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I took a big fat shit right on top of my heart and just when I thought I learned enough
I took another fat shit right inside of my mouth
And now I’m never shutting up
I got your eyes and you got my heart
I’d rather die with it than live apart
You got my lips and I got your nose
I’d rather die with it than live alone
You know pathetic cries can only get you so far
But just when I thought I learned enough
I took a big fat shit right on top of my heart
And now crying is never enough
I got your eyes and you got my heart
I’d rather die with it than live apart
You got my lips and I got your nose
I’d rather die with it than live alone
La la la
I took a big fat shit on my big fat heart and just when I thought I learned enough
I took a big fat shit right on top of my brain and now I’m
Never growing
I think you should get going
Cause I’m never growing
Up
I spit in your mouth, I cry in the dark, I whisper the abc’s. I count all my sins, I cut off my dick then put googly eyes on it. I know what I want, I know what I need and I know I won’t get it. I shit in my mouth, I shit on my brain and I shit on my heart too.
I gouge out my eyes
I cut out my tongue
I whimper the words ‘I love you’
You open your eyes
You speak with your tongue
You whisper the words ‘I don’t know you too'.
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6. |
Ccccc Me
07:31
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La da da da
La da da da da
La da da da lada da da
I'm not alright
and you're not alright either
We're not alright together
And what is art, when there's no art
nothing to make, nothing to create
La da da da
La da da da da
La da da da lada da da
And what do I want?
And what do I want you to want
Wonder if I want you to connect with me.
And can you see what I want you to see?
I want to create something more than nothing this time
And I know at this point I got nothing left to lose.
What do you want from me and what do you want me to do.
Can you see me?
Can you see me?
Can you see me?
I'm trying when nothing works
Can you see me?
Can you still see me?
Can you see me?
I'm trying when nothing works
Can you see me?
If you can't see me
tired of trying when nothing works
And can you see me
can you see me
if you can see me
And I know at this point I got nothing left to lose.
What do you want from me and what do you want me to do.
And I know at this point I got nothing left to lose.
What do you want from me and what do you want me to do
Want me to do.
Can you see me?
Can you still see me?
Can you see me?
Making something more than something this time.
I, I see you
I feel you
Do you see me too?
I, I see you
I feel you
Do you see me too?
I, I see you
I feel you
Do you see me too?
I, I see you
I feel you
Do you see me too?
I, I see you
I feel you
Do you see me too?
(I, I see you
I feel you
Do you see me too?)
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7. |
Pony The Ape
02:44
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Pony the ape
Constant rape
Controlled by negligent sympathy
And I really wanted to be there
To help you escape
A hero, saving the day
A knight in shining armor
No need to thank me
(Ooh La la. Ooh La la. Ooh La la. La la la la la)
Pony the ape
came to my place
Gave her a sandwich and some drinks
But now she’s touching my leg
Now this, this is a conflict
I could save her once again
But now she’s kissing my neck
Now morality is vain
Are men all the same?
Now we’re right back where we started
Now give me a kiss.
If it helps i need one too.
(Ooooh)
And once all your pain is gone
You’ll realize what I’ve done
I’m not the man that you thought I was
I’m more of an animal than you
So pony the ape
I’m so fucking sorry
And once time has passed
I hope I can one day explain to you
And we’ll laugh
I just wanted to be wanted.
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8. |
I Need A Friend
04:29
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Even through thick and thin
I still have the comfort of sadness
And anger
And misjudgment on my side
Even through thick and thin
I still have rules of attraction
Manipulation
And I still have elephant skin
I still walk my way through the world everyday
And I know my enemies
I know my enemies
But I need a friend
And I know my enemies
I know my enemies
A modern revolution’s on its way
And I still have nothing to offer
No sympathy
No empathy to gage
sometimes it hurts to hear my name
And I’m still thinking about myself
It’s funny
It’s like a joke
Laugh, please
But I still make my way through the world everyday
And I know my enemies
I know my enemies
But I need a friend
I need a friend
I need a friend
I still make my way through the world everyday
And I know my enemies
I know my enemies
I still make my way through the world everyday
And I know my enemies
(I know my enemies)
I know my enemies
(I know my enemies)
I still make my way through the world everyday
And I know my enemies
(I know my enemies)
I know my enemies
(I know my enemies)
I know my enemies
I know my enemies
But I need a friend
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9. |
Origami
12:57
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I clip my wings so I’m sure I can’t leave
It’s like all I do is get in my own way sometimes
I’ll drown myself in this pit of despair
Just so when I bob my head up I can look at you and say
“Hey, I made a swan” through this insufferable emotional torment, I guess I made something fun
I say “hey, I made a star” even though all my love is gone I made something quite bizarre.
Its all I have
Its all i got
Its all I have
Its all i got
It's all I have.
And all that i could make you was my origami heart that says hello hello goodbye
its all i have to offer, i have nothing else to hide , I say hello hello goodbye
(oohhh I say hello hello goodbye)
Ahh
i destroy this picture frame, one second I cry, the next it’s an incoming train
I roll around in pity
I have nothing else to gain
your new look is fucking stupid, and i can’t remember your name.
and I say
All that I could give you was my origami heart
“Hey, I made a swan” through this insufferable emotional torment, I guess I made something fun
I say “hey, I made a star” even though all my love is gone I made something quite bizarre.
All that I could give you was my origami heart
I say "Oh, No!"
It's all that I could give you, that is all I have to give
I say "Hell, No!"
Oh, What do I know, the way you touch his f-f-f-f-Face
I want to be an animal, but why did you confuse me?
(Oh, No!)
Is this just a song or am I reaching out to you?
I don't know.
I never know.
I've never known.
(Ooh)
I know I've gone too far, too far, too far, too far a million times
(I clip my wings so I'm sure I can't leave)
I know I've gone too far, too far, too far, too far a million times
(I clip my wings so I'm sure I can't leave)
I know I've gone too far, too far, too far, too far a million times
(I clip my wings so I'm sure I can't leave)
I know I've gone too far, too far, too far, too far a million times
(I clip my wings so I'm sure I can't leave)
I know I've gone too far, too far, too far, too far a million times
All that I want is for you to be like me, I’m so easy to please
All I want is for to be like me, Its so easy
And all that I want is what you want me to be
And all that I got is this paper
All that I am is what you see in me
one day all you will see is a fraud.
And all I need is for you to see nothing in me
maybe all that I am is a prop
For you to see yourself and never see me
So all you can see is my shadow
And all that you see is my shadow
And all that you see Is my shadow
And all that you see is my shadow
And all that you see is my shadow
And all that you see is my
that you see is my
all that you see is my
all that you see is my
all that you see is my
all that you see...
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10. |
Hollywodo
03:36
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Hollywood is just so far away and I don’t think I have that much to say
To please, to please an audience
As soon as I think I seize this moment, I seem to fuck up the next guitar part like-
Hollywood is just so far away
And I won't go because I can’t fucking sing
But I know how to say what I am, without getting in the way of all my narcissistic, baby little ass
so I won’t be going to Hollywood
I don't think I'm what they're looking for
Hollywood is just so far away
Hollywood is just so far away
Hollywood is just so far away
Hollywood is just so far away
And all I really want is for you to see me
And all I really need is for you to listen
And all I really need
And all I really need
And all I really need is you.
But I hope I can one day please an audience
So I don’t have to stay at home all day and waste my sorry life away
Hollywood is just so far away
Hollywood is just so far away
Hollywood is just so far away
Hollywood is just so far away
Hollywood is just so far away
Hollywood is just so far away
Hollywood is just so far away
Hollywood is just so far away
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JEXNO Romeo, Michigan
jexno
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this made me very emotional last night. i had to pace around my room afterwards to process it.
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by Jenny Hansen
i discovered this around when i first got the bandcamp app and its been one of my favorite bandcamp releases ever since. these songs are great
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