My boy, we don't see each other much My boy, we don't see each other much. It'll take some time But somewhere down the line, we won't be alone. My boy, we don't see each other much My boy, we don't see each other much. It'll take some time But somewhere down the line, we won't be alone. My boy, we don't see each other much My boy, we don't see each other much. It'll take some time But somewhere down the line, we won't be alone.

Part I Last night I drove to Harper's Ferry and I thought about you There were signs on the road that warned me of stop signs The speed limit kept decreasing by ten As we entered a town about halfway there It was almost raining at the train station We put our hoods on our heads at the train station We threw rocks into the river The river underneath the train tracks And when the train came it was so big and powerful When it came into the little station I wanted to put my arms around it But the conductor looked at me funny So we had to say goodbye and leave The Monopoly board still in the backseat Took that nightmare left turn to get out of town Ran into the decreasing speed limits again What should I do? (Eat breakfast) What should I do? (Eat lunch) What should I do? (Eat dinner) What should I do? (Go to bed) Where can I go? (Go to the store) Where can I go? (Apply for jobs) Where can I go? (Go to a friend's) Where can I go? (Go to bed) I wrote "Beach Death" when I thought you were taken I wrote "Beach Funeral" when I knew you were taken I wrote "Beach Fagz"—well it wasn't about you But it could've been, well no it couldn't have I spent a week in Ocean City And came back to find you were gone I spent a week in Illinois And came back to find you were still gone I pretended I was drunk when I came out to my friends I never came out to my friends We were all on Skype And I laughed and changed the subject She said "what's with this dog motif?" I said "do you have something against dogs?" I am almost completely soulless I am incapable of being human I am incapable of being inhuman I am living uncontrollably It should be called antidepression As a friend of mine suggested Because it's not the sadness that hurts you It's the brain's reaction against it It's not enough to love the unreal I am inseparable from the impossible I want gravity to stop for me My soul yearns for a fugitive from the laws of nature I want a cut scene, I want a cut from your face to my face I want a cut, I want the next related video I don't want to go insane I don't want to have schizophrenia The ocean washed over your grave The ocean washed over your grave Part II Last night I dreamed he was trying to kill you I woke up and I was trying to kill you It's been a year since we first met I don't know if we're boyfriends yet Do you have any crimes That we can use to pass the time I'm running out of drugs to try We said we hated humans We wanted to be humans Get more groceries, get eaten Get more groceries, get eaten Get more groceries, get eaten A book of Aubrey Beardsley art corrupted me in youth Now I'm trapped inside my youth And you're in love with late-stage youth Thank god for the little things and, and Fuck god that they're little things I am Running out of prayers to sing and I And pretty soon you'll find some nice young Satanist with braces and one capital "o", significant Other And you can take him home to your mother And say "ma, this is my brother" We said we hated humans We wanted to be humans Get more groceries, get eaten Get more groceries, get eaten Get more groceries, get eaten By the one you love When they put their lips around you You can feel their smile from the inside Part III Last night I dreamed he was trying to kill you I woke up and I was trying to kill you Your ears perked up, I perked up when your ears perked up You were all looking around and I hoped it was for me I hoped you were using your sonar systems for me The ancients saw it coming You can see that they tried to warn them In the tales that they told their children But they fell out of their heads in the morning They said sex can be frightening But the children were not listening And the children cut out everything Except for the kissing and the singing When they finally found their home At Walt Disney studios And then everyone grew up With their fundamental schemas fucked But there are lots of fish left in the sea There are lots of fish in business suits That talk and walk on human feet And visit doctors, have weak knees Oh please let me join your cult I'll paint my face in your colors You have a real nice face I had an early death The ocean washed over your grave The ocean washed open your grave The ocean washed over your grave The ocean washed open your grave The ocean washed over your grave (How's your face? How's your body?) The ocean washed open your grave The ocean washed over your grave (We're too scared to do shit) The ocean washed open your grave Spoken Word: I'm really sorry that I keep hugging you. I mean, I think I just really really like hugs Like it's kinda like a comfort or like, feeling, uh, someone that closely. It's almost on a spiritual level, ya know? And like, It really sucks that like, I can't really like learn anything that well. Like I'm really bad at school right now. Like You know, You're told this is like the time that's going to define the rest of your life. and then my mind just kinda gives up at that point. So, I'm sorry that I keep doing that.

Stop smoking, we love you. Stop smoking, we love you. Stop smoking, we love you. Stop smoking, we love you. Stop smoking, we love you. Stop smoking, we love you. And we don't want you to die. We don't want you to die We don't want you to die We don't want you to die We don't want you to die We don't want you to die We don't want you to die.

Lovely lovely In your jeans, frenzy Another movie that I didn't watch with you Another movie and I'm gonna have to move That final terror is in your house somewhere Hiding in boxes, behind closed doorways Out from the forest adjacent to your garage I've seen its marks at the corner of your eyes Nothing works Nothing works for everyone Good stories are bad lives Good stories are bad lives Take your hands off your neck and hold on to the ghost of my body You know that good lives make bad stories, you can text me When punching mattresses gets old Don't think it'll always be this way Not comforted by anything I say We were wrecks before we crashed into each other Such a good idea If it turns you on We have breakdowns And sometimes we don't have breakdowns I want to hear you going psycho If you're going psycho, I wanna hear Every conversation just ends with you screaming Not even words, just ahh-ahh-ahh Take your hands off your neck and hold on to the ghost of my body You know that good lives make bad stories, you can text me When punching mattresses gets old Don't think it'll always be this way Not comforted by anything I say We were wrecks before we crashed into each other Don't worry, you and me won't be alone no more Don't worry, you and me won't be alone no more Don't worry, you and me won't be alone no more Don't worry, you and me won't be alone no more Don't worry, you and me won't be alone no more Don't worry, you and me won't be alone no more Don't worry, you and me won't be alone no more Don't worry, you and me won't be alone no more Don't worry, you and me won't be alone no more Don't worry, you and me won't be alone no more Don't worry, you and me won't be alone no more Don't worry, you and me won't be alone no more

That's not what I meant to say at all I mean, I think about it but I just wanna hold you That's not what I meant to say at all I mean, I think about it but I just wanna hold you "Is it the Chorus yet?" "No, it's just the building of the verse So when the chorus does come, it'll be more rewarding." I would speak to you in song But you can't sing as far as I'm aware Though everyone can sing as you are well aware I keep so quiet it's hard to tell I'm alive Everybody's swinging their hips Everybody's giving the waitress tips Everybody's dancing all of the dances Everybody's dancing every dance now Those are you got some nice shoulders I'd like to put my hands around them I'd like to put my hands around them I have enough trouble controlling my own limbs Stealing alcohol from our parents and grandparents There's no devil on one shoulder and angel on the other They're just two normal people These are the people that I get drunk with These are the people that I fell in love with These are the people that I get drunk with These are the people that I fell in love with Well, so what? We're young We're thin (most of us) We're alive (most of us) Don't you realize our bodies could fall apart any second? I am terrified, your body could fall apart at any second Those are you got some nice shoulders I'd like to put my hands around them I'd like to put my hands around them We can get real horny and keep messing around We can keep real quiet won't be making no sounds I'll try my best not touch your face Next time can we please meet at my place And I know that I don't talk a lot But I know that you don't care a lot As long as we move our bodies around a lot We'll forget that we forgot how to talk When we dance, when we When we dance, when we Don't you realize our bodies could fall apart any second? I am terrified your body call fall apart at any second

I haven't looked at the sun for so long, I've forgotten how much it hurt too. I haven't looked at the sun for so long, I've forgotten how much it hurt too. The show ain't over They'll keep on going They'll keep on laughing And fucking around, round, round, round, round. Oh, off to the distance Those two brothers Those two lovers And their smooth cocked adventur-ur-ur-ur-urs I haven't looked at the sun for so long, I've forgotten how much it hurt too. I haven't looked at the sun for so long, I've forgotten how much it hurt too. (I haven't been outside, I haven't been outside, I haven't been outside, I haven't been outside) They just want to be one Walk off into the sun They're not kissing They're not fucking They're just having fun, fun, fun, fun, fun I haven't looked at the sun for so long, I've forgotten how much it hurt too. I haven't looked at the sun for so long, I've forgotten how much it hurt too. (I haven't been outside, I haven't been outside, I haven't been outside, I haven't been outside) When I come back you'll still be here When I come back you'll still be here When I come back you'll still be here When I come back you'll still be here When I come back you'll still be here When I come back you'll still be here When I come back you'll still be here When I come back you'll still be here I haven't looked at the sun for so long, I've forgotten how much it hurt too. I haven't looked at the sun for so long, I've forgotten how much it hurt too. (I haven't been outside, I haven't been outside, I haven't been outside, I haven't been outside)